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I just don't know what to do right now. So I don't.

I just sit here, wishing I had someone to share the air with.

But time has been known to fix many things, & I think we need to believe in that for the moment. To accept that we cannot understand how some things work, but simply trust that it will do it's thing. That it will, if not make sense, then at least feel like something in our past. I can't wait for this winter to fall into the 'remember when?'-category. (Or more like 'the things we don't mention again'-category.) Just hang around, will you? Stay in sight for awhile? We can talk or do whatever you want. Kill some time together.
Or in the words of a litte girl who fell through a hole in the ground:

It would be so nice if something made sense for a change.